I'm The Mask You Wear

When I broke up with him before, it wasn't that hard.He was but a boyfriend who made my heart stop.I missed him, wanted to touch him, laugh with him.I couldn't handle not doing that, since that's how puppy love is.Foolishly, I gave him too much of a role in my life. He was my boyfriend, my mentor of life, my idol, my goal. And he was even warmer than the water falling on my head right now.This is absolute betrayal.

The reason why we had to break up back then. I'm lucky to remember some of the reasons so important that I broke up with him. But there's only one or two reasons to break up with him, when there's hundreds of reasons to stay with him. I even learned how to lean on a friend during hard times like these from him. I learned that it's ok to look pitiful in front of your friends in times like these. But he made me this small and helpless, and brutally left me.